us who fought the monsters of our country's crowded closet
oh wow.
i haven't posted in a while, i guess i've been kind of busy.
this weekend has been pretty boring, friday i had to work so i just did that then nothing.
saturay i had to do that 5k walk/run thing for gym so i did that with chloe and then went to my dads.
today kayla asked me to hang out but i couldn't cause i have to go to my grandmothers; the one i don't like and have dinner there, i guess i will just read and work on my history.
MY SHOWER DOESN'T WORK.
i have to use either my grandmothers or my moms friends, not fun.
i've decided that i might pierce my ear tonight i just don't know were yet..
then i have to tell everyone i got it done when i was at work ahah they all believe me.
OH when i was at work friday it wasn't that bad because i got to do a cart run, i thought i was going to be all alone but i ran into wyatt andy and carly so i just stayed with them for like 45 mintues :)
i'm going to go and read now. IMPULSE; i've finished burned.
hospital: the used
okay so not last night but the night before i went to kaylas dads, that was fun.
her dad is a dick to her though and it makes me mad and i feel bad because i can't do anything about it.
we had to wake up early and i got home around 9.
i went on msn and ian told me to go to his house so i did.
we went to ray friel and hing out with lane, camille, and val til like 4 when we went back to ians with david, andy and tim came over too.
ian pierced davids lip.
when ian, amanda, dom, jubs, and nat all went to meet camillie me andy and tim made a funny shrine thing to death for a joke.
when they all got back we started to watch a movie and carly came over too after she went for a run.
when the movie was over at around 1030 everyone left and i went and slept at my dads where i watched snakes on a plane.
then today i got a call from kayla talked to her for a bit then i got a call from andy and went to macs to meet with him lane and ian.
i walked home with them then stood and talked with them for a while until andy and lane had to go home.
now i'm going to go rest my foot a bit more and watch tv
BYE.
sorry you're not a winner; enter shikari
today.
i have no idea what i am doing.
vela together we await the storm; the human abstract.
so my foot hurts like a bitch.
my mom woke me up today and made me walk and i couldn't so she toook me to urgent care.
they took xrays and theres no breakage but its a bad sprain heres a picture:)
red sweater; the aquabats
Okay.
so i hung out wiiith, andy ian lane grayson tim.
mostly just andy ian and lane.
first me andy and ian were all at ians for a whillee then lane came over and we decided to wander around and ran into grayson and tim and stuff and anyway, we then started to walk around and went to the falls to light army men on fire.
on the way back to no where they decided to climb a tree and when andy and lane tried to lift me up into it i fell and screwed up my ankle and now its very swollen.
then we swang and i came home cause they left and now i can hardly make it from my bed to my chair without wanting to shoot myself.
worst thing is i have to work tomorrow.
I DUNO.
head for the hills; saves the day.
i'm supposed to be hanging out with andy and i duno. whoever he's with but he's going to call me when they're somewhere else, they're at some persons house right now.
i missed the hypnotist today at school though but i guess that's okay. i just talked with people instead in the halls. but yeah, i'm going to go rrrread!
FUCK IM A NERD.
butterfly; cloud strife.
the day that civil glory dismembered my civility
i could have parted ribs and flesh like a different kind of Red Sea
drowned the ancient east in western progress
custom and the least of all our pride and sentiments
which turned out to be the closest thing to a fashion trend
that's ever been put on trial
which turned out to be the closest thing to a fashion trend
that's ever been put on trial
the rest was cast off as denial of statehood and mastery;
the ultimate form of treason is the treacherous use of reason
employed by the bastard sons of American fore-fathers who keep this fire burning
with the flesh of their would-be American daughters, daughters, daughters, daughters!!
what will happen to our children when the least of us pass on?
us who fought the monsters of our country's crowded closet
us who dropped the bombs on goodness when we saw it wasn't flawless
us whose youthful life was hostage to what harm did
us who fought the hardest to be swept under the carpet
snd I'm still a cigarette softly smoking on the edge of a metal ashtray
ibegged this place to let me burn, and it whispered, "burn away"
fuck i loveyou protest the hero.
this song is too good to be on earth.
nautical; protest the hero.
today was interesting.
i didn't go to school because i went to my grandmothers funeral; even though i've never met her.
(my mom doesn't know this haha she thinks i was at school all day)
the funeral was okay i didn't really feel that bad about her due to the fact i've never met her
i mainly went to the service because of my dad i thought that he needed it,
and i was right; if i hadn't have gone he wouldn't have done as well i noticed
i also noticed that he wouldn't have had many people to talk to, most people just talked to him for a few minutes then left and there was only like 3 people who actually did that
so i guess i gave him someone to talk to so i feel really good about that because he needs that.
AFTER the service we went to the mall, got some subway then i ordered impulse and i'm really excited to read it. it should be here within 3-9 business days, they said more likely closer to three so thats good.
when "school" was over i called my mom and she took me to the hair dressers, i didn't like my bangs at first but i changed them so they're more like my older ones just.. nicer.
right after my wounderful hair appointment i worked which was the same as any other work day; not to interesting.
NOW. i think i'm going to go read some more burned.
i think i'm about half way through, i wish i could read more, i get through books so slowly because of school, homework, and work. aah well.
BYE.
mutiny; set you're goals.
okay so, i can't take this.
my friend is scaring me.
help.
the press corpse; anti-flag.
today was a good one, mainly because of soccer practice in all. It was the first practice and it was fun, but some of the girls on my team seem like bitches but i guess if i get to know them better i will start to like them more and they will seem less bitchy. but i'll get to know them for soccer because i'm not going to let the people on my team stop me from enjoying my favorite sport.
tomorrow is time for my grandmothers funeral, i've decided that i'm going to go for sure but only for my dad and i guess partly my cousin.
well i'm going to go continue reading burned, so far it's really good!
lindsay quit lollygagging (acoustic); chiodos.
i really don't want to go to school today, i guess it will all be fine unless we actually do something in class in drama. drama can be the worst class sometimes, but classes like yesterday are good when we go to the lab or something and we just look at google earth all period aha its fun.
ugh.schoolbye
congratulations i hate you; alesana
ahah today school was covered in grade eights, 250 to be exact! wow they were so many and they wouldn't move so when you try to go to class they would just stand there in the hall, i just hit one with my shoulder to show them that they really have to start to move.
at lunch i was supposed to work on my diorama for history but the teacher was in the caf and so was carly so i just talked with her in there until lunch was over so now we have to work on it tomorrow.
i went to the park to play soccer with kayla too and we actually didn't do to bad, i'm excited to start soccer tomorrow, even if it's just a practice. when we got home we went swimming, i love swimming with the pool the being the temperature it is. 59. my pool is 59 degrees and when you go into it your whole body goes numb and you can't feel a thing, i think i like swimming in it because it's a new feeling a cool one too. when you jump into the hot tub right after you get out of the pool you get an overwhelming stinging feeling, it's amazing.
i should go now to go work on my history diorama.
OH. i won't be going to school on thrusday, i have to go to my grandmothers funeral; i don't even know her name.
she was a nut case, her appartment had over 2000 lightbulbs and they were EVERYWHERE, from her kitchen pantry to the drower in her tv stand, her bathroom closet was full of laxatives; we think she had an eating dissorder she was 82 pounds.
how she died? she had a heart attack and laid in her bed for three weeks before anyone found her dead.
okaybye.
nautical; protest the hero.
hm.so i just started this blog and i'm excited i always look at other peoples and see how interesting it would be to write my own.jocelyn gave me the book burned today to read, Ellen Hopkins is a really good author i love the book crank; the drug books amaze me everytime. I don't think that burned is about drugs though, oh well it should still be good.fuck i miss blee, i can't even talk about her without getting teary-eyed. I don't understand, i can talk about daniel just fine? You would think that it would be harder for me to talk about him compared to blee but woah. The post card from post secret just said it all; i miss my dog. more than i miss most people who have crossed my path or touched my life. does that make me a bad person or just a sad person? i don't really want to know the answer.paramore; misery business.
